Reflections untitled.

Celebrating two is better than one.

Happy 2 years.

Pork to the max!

Supper club.

No place like ma' place chill.

Dr. Cafe catch up.

Mad Jack's. Our 23rd month.

Halloween, whatever.

Long time ~ It doesn't have to be so different when we all seek to feel that same feeling.

You get it, you get it.

I'm the crime, she's the criminal; convict her to my love.

Beating outta your chest.

Friday the 13th, he don't give a fuck which day it is, he'll do it when he is keen. You small prick gotta get ready to fill particulars for information of your next of kin, especially when you ain't got no muscles to flex again. You don't know shit so don't give no second thought to wash your mouth with wet cement. Sun dry it prick, little did you know about your rants, it only gets you to commit a getter sin. Finally when it's time to turn in, you re oh-so-alone drowning so deep, befriend the devil in you till he pulls out your rib, bitch.

To 24 months

Celebrating 2 years, love! Applauding the journey filled with laughter, good fun, oh-so-important trust, understanding, time, effort despite some anger and irritation but most importantly of course, ultimately, love. I wanna truly affirm you for everything you've thought for and of me positively, and the effort placed in only to shower them on me. Appreicate it even though sometimes it may not seem. 2 years does not only mark our special relationship by simply the form of time, but it marks the fact of sustainable love through what we have gone through in which only you and I know. Anyway, all there is to know in this wish of 'Celebrating 2 years', is that I love the fact I have got to know you and grew to know more. Despite all the differences especially in two relatively different lives we lead still, in some way you are the piece of that puzzle that fits.

They don't need to be hyponized to be unwise.

True buddies don't calculate the time or occasions of when you called or met up. They care about initiative but do not have any hesitations with making one and not get fed up.

They watch you grow and are genuinely glad to see you succeed. They do not have to appear at all but they are always there, especially in times of need.

But that 'they' has gone close to rest because of the minority they have become. It's always a pity to see what you thought was one, oh how easily one fades to none.

The Lie In The Truth.

Galileo Galeli said: "Truth is not found behind a man's reputation. Truth appears only when the answers to questions are searched out by a free mind. This is not the easy path in life but it is the most rewarding." Relate this to your learning experience in RP.

As I interpret the meaning from this amazing man’s phase about reputation and pre-judgement, I found a deep relation to it. As it does not only apply to RP as a school but to the external world we live in as a whole. Unaccountably many or most of us fall into the judgemental and superficial world we simply create and build boundaries to.

I understand how the truth is not found behind a man’s reputation is simply because the reputation can be self created and self imagined. For example in class, a seemingly outstanding student may boast of what he/she had achieved, earned or bought. That self proclaim creation may likely make up initial thoughts and images towards others. Therefore, the other people affected or blinded to see the real he/she will simply believe and create a self claim reputation about that person, but how true and how real is that student who boast will lay unknown unless they become relatively closer as friends. Taking the same example to give meaning to the second sentence, would be having a free mind in which then we only can find the truth. I fail to misunderstand this line because it is so very true. It is only with a free mind that we can find the optimum or whole truth. I would have a different perception of the “boastful” student if I have yet to meet him/her or missed out on the brags about his/her achievements and what not. From there, having the opportunity to know nothing about that person will in turn allow me to treat him/her as a normal student or classmate. From there getting to know the person without prior knowledge will enable me to know him/her better.

Apart from school life in RP where is happens ever so often, it can be seen from an example of buying a car. Cheery QQ is apparently known as a cheap and low performance car, made in cheap labour, China. Having known this, would I bother going to the show room of it or easily made my way to an awesomely proclaimed, BMW which is known to provide priceless performance? But assuming I did not know anything about Cheery QQ (“free mind”) in the first place and have not created any prior perception about the car, I might find that the car is simply a very practical, affordably priced, safe and has the ability to perform moderately well; I may not even consider to look into other made cars and the money saved from not buying an overpriced car can go into investments for houses. – Simply applying or swapping the example of cars to human, people, we would be most rewarded with unexpected appreciation, (“most rewarding but not an easy path.”)

Therefore, in all, I seek to walk in that uneasy path to find what is most rewarding and have the feel of positive unexpected outcome. Free the mind from judging others easily by having no resistance to solely wanting to know more about the person personally first. Because people tend to lose friendships, miss great opportunities to create various bonds such as relationships and friendships, spend unwisely and a whole lot more due to the un-free mind we mistakenly create and provoke.

Remember, it's you who's pussy.

Soles that gives you wings.

Washing clean and new hopes.

The Singapore GP was awesome once again. Singapore staged a pretty good show once again. As for the race itself, it was filled with drama and a few entertaining moments but it was a Lewis-all the way race, I would say. Red Bull was who I was supporting. Toyota made a name and Alonso made a slient come back despite the crashes made during trial and 3rd lap fall out from his team mate.

Had a good night with my mum during the first night of the race. It was my second time and it was her first and I bet she enjoyed most parts of it. We thank Sin Yee baby girl and her friend, Ashely for the passes. Neat.