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"Could it be the light at the end of the tunnnel."
Sweet's the taste

Happy Birthday Baby! Hope you enjoyed every single bit of it. Smile always.

Thanks for the presents all! Great.

The tree right home.

The family! Peace out always. All smiles.

This entry brings me to post in on my last post of the year. The year which was filled up much with the all so usual ups and downs. From my results, time around, holidays, church, commitments to Poly life and the new people and the one who changed into someone special. This year has been much of confusion and all things which not only made me weak at first, but had made me stronger to hold myself together to come this far and much till this day where I forward look upon the coming years and the new year 2008!

Well there is certainly too much to word about the days and times of this year. But it has been one where is not as easy constrasting when it was way back with less or no worries. However, it taught me to look at the things I had in my life both having and gaining. It is for me to know and for me to keep in my memories and for it to grow not in my mind but in my heart. The many things I have been through, some dont even dare to take a mile in my shoes.

Coming back to much of the present and the past few days, it has been a rather busy or packed week of Chirstmas. It would have been more packed than ever if I didnt manage my time better. Well there is also too much to word, may be in the upcoming post pictures will do the talking. Wells, for a short bit of update, it satrted of with shopping and the attempt to get into the festive mood which was rather difficult in some way for no appearant reason. Got most of the things I wanted for others and kinda enjoyed in some way too nice times too with my mum and friends who joined in.

-24th, It was over to Sze Lee's house on the Eve. Baby's friends place, thanks for the invite, it was well and good to have met her friends and of course share that moment of dinner and cake with her crazy but great stuff, pressured me with her friends though it was fun. It was not slow as usual for time to get on, for me to head back to attend Mass at church as usual, with my family at midnight mass where the feel got a little stronger, wishes to many then after and back for my family get together. Opening of presents was fun, dear, pleasant and much enjoyed and appreicatied. Pretty good and useful stuff I've got and of course gave.

25th! - Onwards, was headed over to Shuan's, as I was rather late, 4am - I missed out on quite a number of people and YV, however it was a good catch up with some and a few new faces. A short chill with bud and other boys, which ended early in the morning where I made my way in about 630am back with baby where she had work in the approaching hours of that day. Home, rest through the day and the evening of Christmas was over at my Unlce's, good food a little drama but in hope it was all good.

26th! - "Happy Birthday Sin Yee baby!" Suprised Baby at her place (she was asleep), on the dot on time, awesome me, haha. Thanks to my dad and my mum for help and for the lift to her place. It's her birthday right smack after Christmas Day. Celebrated, just the two of us with the presence of her, presents, food, candles and sticks game at our usual cosy chill and hang arounds. Hope she enjoyed much and kept it dearly at heart. Thus, the rest of the day ahead was for her. Game of Pool, Dinner, Derssert, Movie, Cake to her face, Chills and Hangs around, Bubbles, Lay downs, River and Brigdes, Breakfast, Photos - Time! Thanks the heavens and to my planning, everything carried out was rather great and much time was shared with each other to end of the day to the sunrise right into the next, together. Love the presents too alright Love the efforts, thoughts and me more. Hugs.`Everything was meant for you, to see you smile to feel me there, to hold you, to watch over - to beat the same beat.

Happy birthday to Wendy and three of my baby's friends too.

27th. - Over to big man's place, a little tired out but dropping by was cool enough yeah. Nice to meet the few in awhile. Thanks baby for coming by too.

28th - Happy Birthday Reena and Sherlyn. Headed over to Sher's in the evening baby came too. Chilled, watched tv and had mini little chats.

29th - Headed out with baby. Hugs. I read you, tightly I hold, tightly. Dont you ever think of the negative. Smiles. (Salty, I am still yours) Smiles again. Ha.

30th - Headed out with family, dinner which closed 07' and well wished for the coming.

31st - Alone time, recovery and reflects of the year and the needs and wants of the new! Happy New Year - 2008 in my heart I made my aims/aspirations/resolutions as I move forward! Peace out all over!

Even though

"Now the top of my list would be for us to shine like the star at its highest at all times. Alike the lights, shall the world shine. Sparkles in your eyes can only reflect I. For He is given to the world, may He show and for us to discover His Love, that I never fail to want to pass on. "

Through the years big man, we gotta keep it real.

` The search for peace has rotten into a sign, obtaining never been easy. '

Now you know I am yours. Smile like you mean it, say it like you hold it true, kiss me like you love it. If time is the only thing we want with each other; 24 hrs will never be enough. Reaches to touch you, jumps to feel your thoughts. Light this up baby.

The holidays are in action as the school days were ended last Friday for the year 07'. I do not have to stress how time presses forward. The past weeks, were near closing to the end of school, much time with baby, outs with parents, helped out at church with its Christmas decorations, chills with bud with a stay over, chills with the boys; the rest are for memories and simple rest back home. Missed out on a few events, but Happy Birthday Sculls. Happy chalet Old boys from the leadership board. Happy clubbing for xmas too, I wont be there. Been pretty lazy to blog but I cant seem to just leave without a note before such a celebrated event, Christmas. I hope most will not forget the true meaning of it, neither should people dismiss the real meaning and in their hearts just waiting to recieve. The gift of Jesus is what it is, He is the gift from the Lord almighty. There it begins this pleasant festive feel, where giving and recieving was met and that this is why we all celebrate it for.

Happy 17th year Jolene, birthday at her place.

Thanks to baby

for the company, we did great at the games we played, you the girl.

Yet for me to have the feel though it is not for three days only. Presents are more or less settled, so much of thinking, giving and purchasing of course which leaves my pocket to crack up in tears, hoping it is all worth just to place that feel in someone elses heart with the priceless smiles moved by tight muscles before they open their gifts up. Happy holidays and a fabulous unforgettable Christmas looking forward to 08' too to those worth my wishes. Till then.

I have been me, never beat differently. I need to Trust and Love myself as I should never go under. I need this, I need to feel you. I cant go on to scream.