Thursday, March 13, 2008

If you knew my history -




Not for a few more weeks till school reopens to a brand new year of studies. Well guess I'd not know what the whole year will unfold which I guess it makes me either excited as well as it leaves me with a litte fear and worry. Guess it is more of the choice I make of what I want it to be. As for the holidays, I have been a bum at pursuing to get a part time job, hunt for a little while and just went on with the days. While a part of me feels that I should work and get some knowlegde, earn some cash and spend the days wisely. However, the other feels that I should not want to plunge into growing up too fast and when will an adult in future get that much of holiday time?

As the time was used well too I guess with chilling with baby, church on Fridays, and a litte time at home with all the eating and catching of Dvds. Here and there,
catching movies, a new found crazy game for me at the arcade which I must win, haha. Walking around and enjoying the time together. From Kallang, Gardens, Amk, Bugis, Bishan and City Hall. Caught the Leap years and 10000bc. Leap year's was a rather good production, good plot with some good tearing moments and emotions being played which also meant how much the wait for love can cause. The other movie, was good too, effects and the deeper part into the story was commendable, must try out his sexy run, ha. Chilled around City Hall one Sat, had doughnuts which was quite a messy moment with laughter. Checked out the IT show 08' which was not surpirsingly packed up with hungry for phones, Tv, camera and laptop people. Dinner at Suntec and an early night backto Amk to chill around and have some alone time here and there with great pictures taken with her. The days before, was hanging around with her, her place, the usual spot, basic, happy duck rice and chicken rice at Bishan which we talked bout old memories of that place before we knew each other.

Sunday the 9th - was some good time. We never really stop talking since we met each other on the train where we waited as the rain had her taking the bus then the train. Chilled around, booked tickets at the Cathay, went to PS, checked out shops for my polo tees and others. Looked around for planned places to eat and ended up with a funny facial expression for S11 time at Cup Page centre. On to Billy Bombers for dessert cause the American Brownie is the bomb there. Good stuff though the first time we tried it tasted a little nicer. Maybe we had too much of Buffalo Wings before, this time. After the show, chilled and took photos and went on back to our usual spot, chat, had a call from Sherms hope he is doing fine. Hanged around, back home, chats over the phone, the whole day wasnt enough, ha ended my day or in other words my week. Great time baby - 182 photos and a whole lot of memories. Monday and Tues was homly times where the Dvds came into play. Wed, I had to meet up with baby. Went around, the rain made it a little more diff to get around such like Bugis street, had our noodles we planned to eat and had my love's fave Waffle Ice Cream at Nebo. Thereafter, we had to get another Zone X card, good thinker this girl of mine, but had the card under her name and that whatever cute picture at the back of the card, I had no choice but to keep it for my use then. Manage to hit stage four in the game and finally beat her at one game. Poolwas decided but the fully used tables chased us away. Spend more time, which is never ever enough. Got our PAssion revantage card and planned ahead for stuff coming in our calendar.

A little complication with Church, home and heading out with the weather not helping today, decided to stay home and catch some time with my lappy and tv shows on this day which I dont usually catch. The rest of the week ahead, I guess I will want to meet with baby, so few times this week. Stations at church, a might meet up with Selina and Sunday probably some lazy day or something.

Didnt I tell you to realize how much this cost. - Priceless.


"Sometimes we seem to see hate more than love as we have that haunting confusion between both."
The leader in obivious ways but he is scared and humbled away when the truth arise one day. He fed the rich and abandon the poor, he taught the blind to walk and he helped the lame to see. Nothing more than it seems, as how contradicing life can be. To seek that path still in search to be enlighten by our very ownself and to forget knowing the rest.

About Me

Singapore, Serangoon Gardens.
I wouldnt say I'm that much of a simple guy who lives down the street with little motives running through his head, cause that wouldnt be me neither would it be that simple. Like most and all others, a man who transits between his faith, hopes and downs back to reality where either or neither both be found. If I was to state me as simple, then it places my aims to the test. Defying the oughts of nothing but the simple truth, sad and drown, torn yet driven to find out why and the reason he was brought here in aid to comprehend his fingerprints and the complex map as if a form of hardcore tattoo arcoss his palm printed; he urges his story to unfold, crushes the young chapters but alike an innocent kid, places it under his pillow. What will you do if you came back to life and held the object and subject who killed you? To meet and yet be part of the director of this enticing thriller yet dramatic plot of my life.