Missing this train for me to catch the other -

Taking the challenge was never that easy
when we had so much to consider.

My days of blogging, drowns when I tire down and fall into laziness once again, or maybe it was all just written and let out in myself. Updates will be up soon.

Usually we take the easiest and nearest exit to escape the fire, and usually we let go of our emotional torture and usually I have to wait for nobody. But in the fire I take the longest exit as behind that exit may be the sound of safety taking the closes never meant you would not get burn. I took the longest route to hear the screams and cries of others, to finally let go, as all this while I have neglected myself, rots in my skin and tears in my eyes for the people around me, taking my space, blocking my way, breathing in my share of air and taking the blame. I took the longest route so that I may bum into you in the midst of panic and despair for you to be with me. I took the route for me to eventually Escape.

Taking it to the bridge.

Often we are blinded thus, all we could at least do was just to listen. I screamed and shouted out so loud I barely can hear myself but all I heard was my echo. Can you find the question to my answer?

You're just the template of his faults.

With all the events throughout my three weeks, I believe it was a holiday well spent, from Perth, to meet ups, and Oktoberfest to tip it to a higher notch. For now, in hope for a greater blast back at school. Great thoughts W14P. Warmest to W25G. A great deal of thoughts to relatively good times, I hope there is something more, much more to look forward to, as I do not think school for two months and three weeks with Reflection journals and presentations to do daily will be something of this extend. Till then.

Sunday, was to recover from all the late nights after work and supper the morning before as I reached back to my shelters close to five thereabouts.

Thus to Sat,

The afternoon greeted with me having to remember that I have got work later that evening. So impressions of the place made, overall a very happening event, with loads of energy with countless runs of beer. The three days and nights in summary was cool, the classic three, Sherman, Ben and I can top the notch of slacking for money. Not being too greedy or anything to that extend but I guess you could call it working smart. As when it came to work I really did it, with the fullest of my service which I got a couple of good comments from the ever so friendly Germans, even locals and others. Their smiles and thanks were all that I needed to keep my good service as I would aspect when I exchange roles as me being the customer to receive this kind of service. Full of laught and experience throughout. Met new friends and bummed into some, from Saint Pats and Mitch and Charmaine. Music was enjoyable despite the repeats of many Swiss and German tranditionals. Club beats to Salsa and even hip hop rocked the night, which enforced more broken tables and seats as the crowd went wild after a couple of drinks and Jaga shots. The level of energy and good dance and music vibes made each night eventful. What more, good company of ex classmates and friends, new and old. A special thanks to Sin Yee for this opportunity, without her I wouldnt have got this priceless expreience and the reason to be rich for a least the first two weeks of school reopening, thanks! The pics will do some more talking and the rest to my memories. The last night ended with going bananas down at the dance floor, dancing to the beat, chats and laught, lorry ride with 20 or more people with crappy yet funny jokes in it. Supper not far from Bt Batok and a loud happening cab ride back. Unforgettable in much of a way.

Wed, came along quick. This time to meet up with Gladys, more catch up, lunch and coffee once again. Interesting chats and much walk around town/Marina region. Funny moments and many laught we share, moreover with weird aunties and a lady who ate her cake at Gloria Jean's with her straw, what a distasteful sight. Ended off by a walk back to the station where I decided to carry on to meet Sherman for dinner and chill. As usual, good chats, a couple of good and serious ones this time sharing what we feel on cetain life related topics and how the time changes its surroundings which moved on too darn quick. A game of pool tipped off the end of the night. The sound of good music and the check into the use of my lappy after, brought the next day forward which will be work from late afternoon till late at the Swiss Club for the 'Oktoberfest' big event! Apart from the thoughts of why work than enjoy the rest of the holidays of what its left, it was something to actually look forward to and the ever so motivating cash to be earned and some meet up with a bunch of friends overcame that thoughts and feel.

Tues, came with me making a little more effort in getting up though I slept pretty late the morning before once again. With the postponed plan with Dalvin and a meet up with big man, Daryl. This time Dal, couldnt make it cause of his really late night home the night before. However, it didnt stop plans made since it was difficult to get days out to accomodate time free for meet ups, nowadays with so many things happening and to be kept busy with. Vivo was the venue. Bummed into Jamie and Paul. Late lunch, a walk around, played games in at Best Denki's Playstation and Xbox's showcase, and a good time hitting at the drums showcasing our profession in it, doing demos from Hip Hop, Vintage and even Techno on the technical drums. Big man's sure good at it. The day grew older with the sun about to set from the view at Vivo out to the Sea and Sentosa. Ended ourselves at the arcade somehow, childhood memories brought back, gamed it at "The Lost World," a shooting game followed by a soccer game. Either a movie or pool in mind back at town till we decided to meet up with Christopher Suso, for a game of pool down at Toa Payoh, with a good dinner came good 9ft table, cue balls and a helluva game played with many random crazy comments thrown at each other all the way. Back online and sleep ended the day for the new, Wed.

I come to blog after the last week of my transition holidays from Semter One to Semester Two. This week had been packed with a couple of things to do which made my holidays a litte more fulfilling.

Monday, plans differ as I just couldnt get up from the swallowing comforts of my bed. I was to head out with mad boy Dalvin for a little window shop and chill. AsI got to bed about 6am Monday morning itself, plans postponed. Thus, it was a day spent much at home, all the way which felt good to just sit back and be the host of my house myself. A late morning till the next day once again linked to the long sleep I had from the previous day.

Like coffee with milk, roads and miles, roots to tress, a die to gamble, Hot chocolate with marshmallows, love and hate, trust and betrayal, and my fist to your ego.

He's not the boss, the customers are.

Wont it be good for me to be the reason ^

Sat/Sun.

Sunday - Slept up till bout 3 where Ben slacked not too long after, to head back home. Music from my lap top and heat and soon back to a short nap moved along the day. Dinner with family back home, fidled with my mum's new moblie, msn and headed out for finally a meet up with buddy bud Gab, supper, the return of his tools I borrowed during my making of my portfolio to Lasalle. Hope you like the nougat there too. Nice chats over supper and therafter as usual which, ended the second week of holidays well. So then a brand new one lies in the future.

Sat, suprisingly I awoke early considering the previous night. Plans differ for dinner and chill instead. Had another plan come up, thus, I arranged for a earlier meet up before I met up another then to my ex class mates of RP for dinner. Accompanied Marvin for some buys and grabs, a short chat with him over coffee, once again coffee Gloria Jean's again from yesterday. Soon later, met up with Sin Yee for some aimless walking around passing shops and just chatting our way through, was good I guess after awhile till then to meet up with the rest. Once we did so, the idea of playing pool/snooker came about. There at Lucky Plaza we tested our shots, did some nice ones, played for about two hours, 8/9 ball games and three player elimination match, overall pretty fun filled alongside some chats and catch ups while waiting for each others turn.

On to meet another two to finally settle in for dinner at Swensons, sure felt like some school "family" days where we ate together. Chicken Baked rice and Apple Crumble to tip it off. Laughts and company I guess wasnt that whoa great but yet priceless. Hereen for a short walk to down on our little filled up tummies where we too decided if a plan to sneak into Eng Wah cinemas' a good one back at Toa Payoh since one of my friends could or was able to get his friend working there to place on a blur act, thus 'Rogue Assassin' starring Jet Li, was the flim we caught. Pretty alright show, movie to catch once on weekdays I would say, not one that Jet Li will be so greatly remembered for. Story line must be closely understood, not at all a bad plot with suitable amount of action flicks but I would believe a bunch of cuts from the censorship board. Cab back to Gardens way with Ben who crashed my place for some chats and soccer, stay over to prevent the costly charges of after midnight transportation.

So the Friday and weekend hits in with its impact of informing me that the week's ending. A slack and chill back home with the company of my lap top, with plans for the rest of the weekend through msn and emails. Evening came quick with a long awaited meet up with Gladys and company. Pretty great conversation we had, through the night, over dinner and coffee. Nice time I reckon with catch up ever since a long time. St Jame's for some clubbing, pretty darn young feeling as I couldnt enter all the other stations expect for Power House which played Trance/House that night, Hip hop was what we preferred. I left early in order not to end thier night with the limits of where I couldnt enter. In hope those girls will be kept safe and resposible for the rest of the night and onwards - these days. Which then led me to decide instead of a movie marathon with Mark and company, I met my old boy for supper, saved him from his boredom back home with some nice chill and chats we had which was well conversated and funny and a rather meaningful true life talks along the way. After, was to get my much needed sleep, which then another Sentosa tripped was planned for the next day.

Thursday, with very few hours of sleep I woke into the morning with the sun blazing through the thickness of clouds, which made it a sunny old day for the decision of Sentosa. Met up with the bunch of Yv and some others for a day out in the Sun, trained there, a short skill-less play of soccer, headed for rest as we quickly went into hyperventilation, then into the water. Thereafter, to the open pool at Cafe Del Mar with a couple of drinks and food. Chilled the way into afternoon where we decided enough of taking in the friendly sun where we directed ourselves back to Vivo City for Carl's Jr, sure a good large meal since most didnt have breakfast nor lunch. The outing ended with me attending mass back at church with Tim, a place where I didnt step into for awhile, not to be proud of it though.

The day went on, after mass I accompanied my mum to town for lap tops, from Vaios to iMacs. So my found was that, my version of model of my lap top had been taken over with another, well almost the same but cheaper, but no fred as this time 7% took place, not back then when I got mine. Technology really runs with improvements here and there playing with people's mind as well, smart investments are up to smart ones to play it around when getting the right pick. Blue ray disk, HD and disk memory shooting up in hard disk can really displace others in the past. Met up with my sis after her work, Sushi at Wheelock ends the day quite well spent.

I found myself sleeping through the morning and early afternoon of Wed. This day was one day at home. Some chat up over msn, being my own Deejay playing music through iTunes chilling to the beats. Dinner and some tv and they flew the day with contemplation of the next to Sentosa with a bunch.

We call it the "flaming pickel salad."

Truth or dare which ended up with only dares, such as drinking crazy mixed of pickels, pepper, salt;lots of it, oinons and chili.

Rushed to already the next day, Tues. Chilled and caught up with my boys, for some walk arounds, dinner and pool. Big man, Daryl made vast improvements, for me was a long time since I touched the cue and table for more accurated shots and judgements. Relatively, a good night which ended with ice cream for supper. Dinner was filled with lame yet interesting chats and poking fun, including playing with food - cheap thrills can thrill.

Very speedy to the next day, after a long sleep and some time with my laptop which hasnt took its step out ever since the hols, my family and I caught "Ratatooee" during the night at Lido cinemas. With combo set of popcorns, sure felt we were still in our holidays. A movie with alright plot and a funny cute rat where then, anyone can cook for thier theme. Thereafter, I left for a-been-awhile catch up with some Yv members for supper, at Bukit Timah with quick and ruggy rides there and back.

The week had past 'train' speed arcoss the tracks of my holidays. Right back from Perth which quickly left me with two weeks and now with a few blinks of my eye, I'm left with one more week. Guess the only thing keeping me from killer boredom is my few eventful outings and chills. Last Sunday right back from my return, I quickly recover from any jet lack feels and anticipated the return of Duchess, my dog which after a few jumps, running and playing around with her ended my week with my buys from overseas, flood the messy living room.

Sometimes they pass by to see the changes one has made. It either differs from what they imagined or hope or an outcome which remained the same or a slight better. Wasnt it why you like the person in the first place for that one time where change wasnt needed for the person himself. The stage she was in and the impressions she let off feared him though just that period of time made him miss and rethink back. Why the waste of his care, you didnt mean a thing through those times. Various times one let go, in mind so many things to consider, all too messy all too unfelt by the other. Moving on seems to be the hardest thing to overcome which has the impact on a lot more others. The sickly, regret, pain and sin corrupt his mind, as his heart screams so loudly, his eyes want to let you know but no one hears or sees. Can you led the way cause I dont know if I can keep leading myself. Can anybody hear me cause I cant hear myself? Or if it is really a want not to.

Missed, but he dont chase `

Three's a party.

My three classic and unbelievable buys, I got my feet lucky.

A combo shot of each shoe.

View of the inner sole settings, the bearbrick.

Nike Papa Bear Dunk SB -

Head and one of the three bear pack which includes the other pairs namely, Mama Bear and Baby Bear, with fur but different colourways, mid and low cut respectively.

A very rare and exclusive pair across the sneaker world.

No ordinary combination with Medicom which are the smarts behind the bearbrick series.

A must have and a highly anticipated.

Nike Dino Jr Dunk SB -

A rare pair of shoes, in tribute of an old band 80's name Dino Jr collaboration. It has been two decades since thier last release. Instant classic, which give a grace impact for this production of this pair.

Nike Blazer SB Limited edition -

Designed with close and deep colours and runs of wool and leather skin laces and inner linings. Chosen with detailed material. Proud edition of its Blazer family.

It wasn't any escape `

Jap dinner before we return. Pics are from the most recent (top) to (bottom) - First day onwards. Thats Perth from me to you guys.

"Cats " Are free rides through the city of the town. Such generous transport.

Train tickets. Sometimes our fares back here arent too expensive compared.

What's Aus without its Fish and Chips.

Breakfast in the hotel, chicken wings! Man in the morning?But it was good in addition with the same rest of the mornings.

Caversham wildlife park in Whiteman's. Back in the city, a proud sign of a shopping centre, "David Jones" - Open till 7pm on Thursday. Goodness.

It rain for a bit, a little heavy, nice and cold. Fun I suppose, right sis?

King's Park and the overlook from there to Perth City.

"Egg nog - Quite a nice drink. Food and me. Loads of buys. More on my Nikes I got my hands on in my upcoming post. "

"Nights are at times dangerous. Already on my second night stay, police and drunks hit at it. Down my hotel view."

We landed to Perth. Settled in the Cretiron Hotel. Cold air greets and tighen our muscles to resist the chilly weather.

Perth, a trip well spent. Thanks to my Mum for the trip, fort the get away the family needed. Away from the little busy lives we lead and from noise of singish to some heavy Aussie accent instead, for awhile. The trip was fairly enjoyable, fun yet another venture and was an invaulable experience however on the line of a very normal trip and walk abouts as uaual.

Shopping was filled up with amazingly affordable prices and good buys by my family and I.

Shops closes about 5pm and thereabouts, it was something a fast paste life style like ours difficult to swallow. A really relaxed place with worries which seem so non existant. Moreover, the weather was great, I hardly remember breaking out in sweat even for long and fast walks. I will let most of the photos do the talking. In summary, it was pleasing to make was known to be a relatively boring state, Perth proved wrong. The rest are just kept in my memories. Now is back to reality, till then.

It wasnt's my escape.