Monday, June 23, 2008

Pills for illusions






On to the 2nd week of school, touching into week 10 come Wed which means 6 more weeks for this semester. Considering the best 14 out of those weeks, it will make it 1 more month to go with 2 full sets of ut 3 and 4 to go. Well again, that makes it 1 bcause it is the best 3 out of 4. Gotta make it good and pass through.

As for last week, events that moved along was school. Pretty much the usual, just that it was more of a holiday kind of mood where classmates were all pretty much quiet and for a moment it was to me that I was in this new class where all were forgien to each other as if we did not meet or even team up before. The mouldes were tough as usual. Thurs was bad, the facilitator as himself, he does pretty much nothing at all. The problem statement vague and not informative. That cause more than 3/4 the class leaving, 6 remain - 2 teams but class still ended at 330 which was pretty late than expected for just that few people. I heard today, that grades given still were pretty much Bs even for those who left, it did not only make me feel fustrated and lousy, it was as if I was playing a good boy for nothing.

Back track to Wed, it was pretty fine, interesting enough for the mid week as it was Sports Business. Baby got me out to Cine Orchard for KFC! Haha, thank you love. Headed home and completed RJ and no sooner it was preparation for the school days ahead.
Fast forward to Friday, Dal, Baby and I had Ut. Thereafter, I decided that I would bring her to catch the Singapore Arts Fest spectacular down at Bedok Reservoir. However, she needed to meet a manager at City Hall and the sense of doughnuts made us stay in town for the night, we planned to catch the Arts Fest the next day, 2nd last day of the Fest. We walked around pretty much, bummed into an old friend also Gab and Amanda on the way out of Suntec. We couldnt find dinner there. Doughnuts were pretty filling, tried the new flavours doughnut factory had, pretty nice. Messy time it was eating those at the creative sort of water fountain at Raffle's Place. Had dinner at Long Johns, walked around Marina and headed home where the weekend made its way quickly again.

Sat, I met baby, slightly later my bad. Lunch at home and off we went to check out what E Hub was like. Fun filled for the kids, there's a level mainly for kids, slides they had with a pool of plastic balls young kids sink into and stuff. Nebo was our choice to chill at, we waited awhile for Nebo at E hub to check out. It did not really hit our expectation being a cafe come club kinda thing, it was more of some open concept design right next to Cathy cinema. On to look at some NUM slippers for baby, black pair will look on her, she's getting it soon with my accompany, ha. Bedok it was with ice cream waffle from Nebo in our tummies. We were on time after taking the bus and we waited and waited, sadly to have found out the performance was at the other end of the Reservoir, yes following the crowd is not always the safe way. We caught the last probably ten to fifteen min of the play where they had huge flames of fire, sprays of water and yes fireworks. Bedok Market was somewhere new for us to have dinner, thereafter, we made our way back to the playground and headed home for a foreseen lazy Sunday.


Sunday, Church in the morning. Lunch at Holland V with family. Home with laptop practically the whole day, The Lost World for some home tv entertainment and lazing around till I fell asleep for one week of school which is this week, ahead. In addition, it is pretty sad that I cant catch the Euro Cup which I have yet to catch any this season.


We vision so many things, foresee so many chapters both good and the bad. We all want to make it work out all so much. But the world seems to be evil, seems to be demanding and seems to pick on certain people. We take leap in hope that it will be alright, that tomorrow and the days or years ahead will be all good, yes if we choose to yet no if we also choose ironicly also. Illusions are made, illusions fustrates though illusion too delights. We all need love but yet we love to hate. - Take a pill.

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"Sometimes we seem to see hate more than love as we have that haunting confusion between both."
The leader in obivious ways but he is scared and humbled away when the truth arise one day. He fed the rich and abandon the poor, he taught the blind to walk and he helped the lame to see. Nothing more than it seems, as how contradicing life can be. To seek that path still in search to be enlighten by our very ownself and to forget knowing the rest.

About Me

Singapore, Serangoon Gardens.
I wouldnt say I'm that much of a simple guy who lives down the street with little motives running through his head, cause that wouldnt be me neither would it be that simple. Like most and all others, a man who transits between his faith, hopes and downs back to reality where either or neither both be found. If I was to state me as simple, then it places my aims to the test. Defying the oughts of nothing but the simple truth, sad and drown, torn yet driven to find out why and the reason he was brought here in aid to comprehend his fingerprints and the complex map as if a form of hardcore tattoo arcoss his palm printed; he urges his story to unfold, crushes the young chapters but alike an innocent kid, places it under his pillow. What will you do if you came back to life and held the object and subject who killed you? To meet and yet be part of the director of this enticing thriller yet dramatic plot of my life.