Fighting the neagtive momentum +

Snail paste was the approach to the new day ( 8th Aug 07 ). Slow and unwilling to do much, just like rusted joints needed oil; everything seem as if it was just doing things for the sake of doing them. No better it got as the anticipated problem statement uploaded itself into my laptop. Like a foreign situation I found myself in, unable to understand the complexity of what will lie ahead much into the day. After discussions with the very low turn out in class, and the failure of still not understanding motivated my other team partner to leave in the midst of the afternoon during our second break. Did'nt I mention there was'nt any of my team there was only two, and me being the one without the VB program to help out any further. After much thought, Sin Yee decided to be the real her, naughty and I had little choice but to follow, one for all in this stucked situation, so there goes Team 2 for the day. - Shock to the class of how this two seem to be so well behaved in attendance, skipped! ~ It wasnt me.

Headed to the school libary's cafe where we still had some will in us to complete the power point presentation slides in order to upload it. Chill, slack and chatted our way through while awaiting my so called well behaved or good classmates who stayed the way through in class, for dinner planned.

Short chill and dinner at AMK Hub's Fish and Co was rather good with relatively crazy conversations which lucky did not include anything more about school or work. A long and I would admit a little tiring walk round the mall and the visit to Jubilee got my friends and I seeking comforts from any seat we could find. Sin Yee and Jo's friend Jess, did not join us though. However, Sin Yee coincidently roam the floors of the Hub too with her friends as we bummed into her before she entered into catching a movie. Though the night was way young, rest was overwhelmingly needed and far away living friends needed extra time to head back. I was to head back to Gardens as planned by some YV memebers for dinner and chill, however, plans differed. In the middle of my joruney back, notification of where they were was, town. I could have headed back, but that was prior to my knowledge that they had got tickets to catch a motion picture. It had seemed that the "keep me posted and informed" had lost it's meaning through tough terrains of receptions till it hits the screens of thier moblies. More or less the day ends with this contradicing momentum. ~ Happy National Day, reds, whites, water, Singaporeans, fires, fireworks, songs and speeches. - 42 years.

"Anger and forceful irritation of thoughts crashed into me, heated tensions and sweat emitted with temper through each pore, designed in my skin."

Some days he just wanna up and call it quits he feels like he is surrounded by a wall of bricks. Everytime he go to get up, he just fall in pits his life's like one great big ball of shit. If he could just, put it all in the all he spit instead of always trying to swallow it; instead of staring at this wall and shit while he sits, writers in his blog, sick of all this shit. Cant call this shit, all he knows is he's about to hit the wall. If he had to see another one of his emotions fit. This is it, last straw, that’s all, that’s it he aint dealing with another sick politic.